fault in my memories

as i walk through the maze of my memories, 

i am haunted by the pain in their depth, 

the beauty that they once had, 

is darkened by the shadows of my pain, 

the resonance in their cries, 

haunts my sanity, 

the suffocation of their misery, 

blinds my every step, 

i was once alone but you found me, 

i was once all alone but you found me, 

you found me and loved me, 

you held me and made me, 

i was a broken star, 

you fixed me.

i was a hopeless scar, 

you healed me.

i didnt know what to love, 

you taught me.

i didnt know how to smile,

you showed me.

i learned to love,

than you left me.

i started to hope, 

but you betrayed me. 

i was alone, once again. 

i was alone, once again.

now i stand on the edge of my memories, 

waiting to jump , wondering when to jump.

haunted by my thoughts

my shadows haunted me, 

my fears crippled me, 

my neuroses gripped me, 

my demons chased me, 

i was a nervous wreck, 

i was all ready to throw in the deck, 

but you loved me, 

but you came to me, 

yet you scared me, 

you were mine , yet you were a stranger, 

you were a burden, 

still you were my burden, 

i love you, maybe more than myself, 

yet you scare me, maybe more than my demons.